He kills me, he thrills me
Simultaneously
He haunts my dreams
Taunting me
Teetering on the edge of reality
Subject to his whims
For him, only him…

Every night I see him
He comes to fuck me in my dreams
All the moans and groans
And pain and gain
Transforming, morphing
Imaginary…
Only my memory
Torturing me…

Grabbing my hair
Fucking my mouth
Until I choke
On his shaft
In my throat
Gagging, contracting, squeezing
Tears streaming
Saliva dripping

Smack! Smack! Smack! Across my face

“Who’s your Daddy, Bitch?!”

A muffled…

“Ooou Raawr.”

I look up, soggy eyes
He smiles, evil eyes
And blows his load
Down my throat
Thick, hot, sticky
I swallow it
Every bit
I love it!
Fuck! I love it!

Then he moves south
His mouth
Oh and his tongue
On my clit
Takes the breath out of my lungs
His fingers deep inside
One finger
Then two
Then four
The fist…

It hurts so fucking good
Pain mixes with exquisite pleasure
And pleasure becomes lust
And lust…
Oh sweet, sweet lust
Walks the line
A fine tiny little line
Between
Passion and violence
Black and white
Being blind and having sight
And just like love
Eventually turns to hate
His fist turns into his cock
Deep inside my wet juicy, tight pussy
He fucks me so good
Pounding me so hard
Fast, uninhibited, grunts, screaming, panting
Out of breath, ecstasy
His hands around my throat
Looking deep into my eyes
Seeing my soul
I could never hide
His fingers tighten

“Say my name bitch!”

Harder, faster, deeper

“Say it bitch!”

Smack! Smack! Smack! Across my face
I fucking love the abuse! Fucking love it!

“Fucking say my fucking name, Bitch!”

So deep, so hard, fuck!

“Oh Daddy! Oh Daddy! Oh Daddy!”

I scream it
He loves it
He growls
Feral, like and animal
Grabbing my hair
Pulling back hard
Pushing his throbbing
Concrete cock
In me, to the base
Its touching my cervix
I can feel it
His seed
Pumping, pouring, hot
Inside me

Head rush…

Hormones going to war

‘”Birth control don’t fail me now!”’

Love is war
And no one comes out the same
Somehow you always get maimed
In some way
Shape or form
Maybe good, or bad
Or pain…
Always hoping for the pleasure
Infinite pleasure
Endless pleasure
And then finding it again and again and again

But I know now that
Infinite is imaginary
Made up
Nothing can go on forever

But I know that he is not done yet
He wants one more part of me
He will have it
His very favorite part
The only one worthy
To violate me there

“I swear, Bitch, its going to hurt!”

But I’ll love it, I always do
Pain and pleasure melding
Welding sensations together
Creating new
He looks down at me
Grinning in a cruel
And in a loving way

He’s flipping me
On my stomach
Face buried
Not gently
His hand
On the back of my neck
Holding me down
I’m his fuck toy now
Just another piece of noun

Right now… I’m now even a proper noun
Right now… He’s cramming four of his fingers
In my eager, waiting, ready, dripping in anticipation pussy
Lifting my ass in the air
Sliding my knees
Up under me
His fingers sliding out slowly
He wants me to feel every inch
I feel it
Every inch of it
Moving up
Over my ass
Lingering…
Rubbing, lightly with his thumb
Getting it wet
In preparation
For the impending violation
For the deep and violent penetration
He is about to inflict
Upon my tight, sweet, little ass hole…

“You better not complain, fuck toy dolly! I don’t want to fucking hear it!”

Smack! Smack! Smack! Across my ass
I moan, I love the pain, fucking relish it
Luke warm spit
Hits me
He rubs it
With the head of his dick

“Ready or not, dolly!”

Slam!

White light
Black light
Into me out of me
Tight little me
All the way in
He’s growling
Grabbing my hair
Yanking me up
My back pressed against his stomach
His hands now
Gripping my hips
Not gently
Slowly
In and out
Soft strokes
Its feels genuinely good
Lulling me
Into a false sense of security…

“Do you like being my fuck toy dolly?”

He asks, whispering in my ear

“Yes Daddy, I like being your fuck toy.”

Soft, innocent, just the way he likes it
He chuckles strokes slowing
His hand on my throat squeezing…

“You’re a very good little play thing, in fact you’re my favorite one.”

Strokes stop, squeezing harder
His breath in my ear…

“I love you my sweet, sweet little dolly. Do you love me to?”

He’s inside me all the way
In my tight forbidden places
I feel the pressure
Inside me
All around me…

Love is war
Pain is pleasure
Infinite pleasure
Imaginary, shit!
Its so fucking surreal…

“Yes, I love you Daddy!”

Thrown down
Face plant
On the bed
Vicious, vicious grip
Holding me
No complaints
Deep, hard, fast, unrelenting pounding
Violating my tiny ass
Violently
It hurts
But I love it
Fucking love it
Screaming
You’re screaming

“Tell me how much you love it when I fuck you in your ass dolly! Fucking tell me!”

Heart racing
Thinking it might beat out of my chest

Smack! Smack! Smack! Across my ass, in my ass

“I fucking love it when you fuck me in my ass Daddy! I fucking love it!”

I scream in between breathing

“Play with your clit my little fuck toy dolly, I want to feel your ass orgasm on my cock. Daddy wants it dolly.”

My soft fingers
Touching my soft clit
Floating softly in circles
Teasing, pleasing myself, softly
While he fucks me violently
I’m taking my time

Smack! Smack! Smack! Across my thigh

“I told you to cum slut doll! Fucking cum!”

Smack! Smack! Smack! Across my side

My fingers frantically rubbing
I love the beating
That’s it
Oh Gods!
Release, muscles uncontrollable
Spasming around his cock

“OH DADDY! I‘M CUMMING!”

Just the way he wants it
Just the was he loves it

“Oh yes, my sweet darling dolly, you’re the best fuck toy I’ve ever had. Oh you cum so well, my love.”

I’m panting
Orgasmic energy
Radiating…

“Ready or not slut doll, Daddy’s gona fill your beautiful little ass up with cum.”

SLAM! SLAM! SLAM!
In as far as he can be
I feel it throbbing, pumping, dumping
His wonderful, hot cum
Inside me
Daddy collapses on top of me
Stroking my hair
Rapid blinking
Cock shrinking
Minds linking
Cigarette smoke lingering
In the air
Drifting off in a blind stare
Finding our dreams together…

Waking in a cold sweat
Feeling an imaginary threat
Light up a cigarette
Black lonely stare
Gave myself quite a scare…

Missing you
My obscured view
Right on cue
Delirium makes me feel so dumb…

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