It wasn’t long ago when I found out I was gay, I was 10 when I found out. I’m 13 now. About my appearance, I can’t say much, besides my gray eyes and short blond hair. I spend most of my time with video games, or chatting with friends online. About my social life, I’m what most people refer to “in the closet” when it comes to my sexuality preferences. I usually talk a lot when I feel that others are listening to me. I used to joke around a lot and played pranks on my friends once in a while, until I found out I was gay. Most of the guys’ jokes had gay references, and I felt insulted by them most of the time. Mom says puberty changed my attitude… She doesn’t know how much it really changed me…

My Auntie’s Party

I can’t say I like my Aunt Bela, but I don’t dislike her either. She’s a really nice person, but I just don’t like going to her house… Her son – my cousin – is the “spawn of Satan”, like Mom says. The guy’s a year younger than me and he’s always causing trouble. I never understood why…

“Brian, hurry up! It’s almost time for your Aunt’s party!” shouted my mom from downstairs. My name’s Brian West, by the way.
“Ok, Mom!” I shouted back at her. I had just finished putting on my black jacket with white stripes. It was a birthday gift from my Dad, and I always wore it for parties or special occasions ( unless I had to wear a tuxedo or something like that. I hate those! )

As soon as I was ready to go, I ran down the stairs and met my parents at the front door:
“Ready!” I said with a smile on my face.
“My, you look lovely, Brian!” said my mom while she put her hands on my face and gave me one of those mom kisses on my cheeks.
“I see you really like that jacket, little guy.” said Dad.
“Yeah, it’s my lucky jacket now!”

We got in the car and left for Auntie Bela’s house, which wasn’t very far. About 10 minutes later, we were parking next to her house. We could see lots of people, some in tuxedos or other formal clothes, around the place, having fun.

“Wow, Auntie Bela sure likes parties.” I said to myself, as I noticed how the house was decorated for the party, even the backyard had lots of tables, food, wine and some other stuff adults love besides wine… As I was walking to the front door, i looked to my left, through the window and I saw Jacob arguing with Aunt Bela in the living room. Jacob was my cousin – Auntie’s kid – and she seemed mad.

“Jacob’s in trouble again.” I said to my dad, while still looking through the window.
“Well, you know how he is. Nothing new there.” he replied.
Wonder what happened this time, i thought to myself. I went into the house, and Jacob almost bumped against me. The guy seemed really pissed off and was heading straight to the hallway, leading to the back side of the house, where we find the bedrooms and the bathroom. I was guessing he went to his room.

“Hi, Auntie!” I shouted to Bela as she walked towards us. I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
“Hello, sweetie.”
“Were you fighting with Jacob again? I saw through the window outside.” I said with a concerned look.
“It’s ok, sweetie. Jacob just tried another of his pranks. That’s all.” she said and she hugged my Dad and my Mom and greeted them:

“How you doing, Alex?” she said to my dad.
“Great. I see my little sister did a good job with the decorations.” he replied.
“Yes, it was worth it.” she replied

They continued their chats, and I listened to them. After a while, it started to get boring, and my aunt noticed it:

“Brian, how about you go eat something and have fun? There are other kids playing in the backyard.”
“Ok, Auntie.” I replied and was heading to the kitchen, but then I looked at my Aunt and my parents and they weren’t looking, so I turned around and went throught the hallway.
I took a look around, and found Jacob’s room, and knocked on the door. No one answered, so I gently opened the door, and asked before looking inside:

“Hey cousin, it’s me, Brian. Can I come in?”

No one answered, so I slowly opened the door and went inside, but no one was there. I went inside and explored his room. He had lots of posters on the walls, most of them of Rock N’ Roll stars and movies, like Transformers and all that. I noticed his computer was on and appearently, we was watching a movie. I walked closer to the computer, trying to figure out what was he watching. The movie was on pause, and I could swear I ‘ve seen the two boys in the screen before, but then, I noticed the cover of the movie next to the keyboard and it I suddenly recognized the boys and the movie. It was “The Boy in the Stripped Pyjamas” movie, based on a book I read a while ago. I knew this wasn’t an action movie, so it doesn’t make sense that Jacob is watching it on his own computer, and he was already half way through the movie. I don’t know why he was watching this movie, but I sure know it’s a beautiful story with a sad ending. Before I could figure out anything else, I heard a shout from behind me:

“What the fuck are you doing here!?” shouted Jacob, looking straight at me. He pushed away from the computer and closed the minimized the program and then, he turned the screen off:
“What the fuck are doing in my room!?” he shouted again looking at me.
“L-look, cousin, I’m sorry…”
“Get the fuck out!!” he shouted at me again and pushed me out of his room and slammed the door and locked it.

I just stayed there, wondering what was on Jacob’s mind. I knocked on the door:

“Go away!!” he shouted.
“Please, cousin. I won’t make fun of you or anything. I just wanna talk.” i replied, hoping he would listen to me. He didn’t say anything else.

I was about to leave when i heard the door being unlocked. I turned around and saw Jacob, opening the door. I went inside and closed the door behind me, and saw Jacob going back to the computer and he was watching the movie. I grabbed a chair and sat next to him:

“Surprised you’re watching this movie. It’s not exactly an action or adventure movie.” I said to him.
He didn’t answer.
“Well… You know this isn’t exactly a fantasy story with Happily-Ever-After endings…” I said.
“That’s basically how they end stories about the love and friendship between two boys… People don’t seem to like it when two boys love each other… More than just friends…” he replied.
“It’s not always like that. It’s just that, some people look at homosexuality like it’s a virus or somethin’. I wonder how people would react if a movie about two boys who love each other sexually would be released…”

Again, he didn’t answer, and just watched the movie. I decided to sit next to him and keep him company. After all, I didn’t get to see the movie, but I read the book, and it was amazing, in my opinion. When the movie was over, I noticed a tear coming out of Jacob’s eye. He quickly rubbed his face and told me we should go back to the party, it’s almost dinner time.

We didn’t do much at dinner, besides eating and listening to the grown ups talk. Jacob and I were sitting next to each other, and after we ate, we both decided to stay there and listen to the conversations. After a while, I felt someone poking on my leg under the table. I looked down and it was Jacob’s hand:

“Can I ask you for a favor?” he whispered so only I could hear.
“What is it?” I whispered back.

He got up and told his Mom he was going to his room. I followed him there. When we got to his room, he closed the door and locked it:

“What’s wrong , cousin?” I asked him, noticing he was starting to breathe faster than usual.
“Promise me you’re not gonna make fun of me or tell my mom.” he said
“Huh… Okay, I promise, but what are you talking about?” I asked.

Before I could do or say anything, he had his arms around me and was kissing me as hard as he could. I was caught off guard, and part of me was telling me to pull him away and leave. But another part of me was telling me I should let it go. I couldn’t resist and hugged him back and kissed him as well. After a while, i felt him rubbing my dick and started to moan. I broke the kiss:

“We shouldn’t be doing this, man.” I said with a concerned look on my face.
“Please Brian. Just this once!” he begged me as he continued pressing his hand on my dick.

He got on his knees and started unzipping my jeans and taking my dick out and started rubbing it. Before I knew it, he was sucking on it good and hard. I started moaning and enjoying what he was doing. After a while, Iw as just about to come in his mouth, and I told him to stop, I pulled him away and put my dick back in my jeans:

“I have a better idea. Stay here, I’ll be right back.” I said.
“Where are you going?”
“Making sure your mom or my parents won’t bother us.” I replied as I left the room and went to the backyard, where everyone was having fun. I went to my parents and my aunt:

“Mom, Dad, Jacob and I are really tired. Is it ok if I spend the night here? I’ll sleep in Jacob’s room.” I asked them
“Well, honey. As long as you two behave, I think it’s ok with us, but you’ll have to ask your aunt.” my mom said.
“Please, Auntie!” I begged her with a smile on my face.
“I don’t see why not. As long as you two don’t cause any trouble.” she replied
“Thanks Auntie!” I kissed her and my parents goodnight and ran back to Jacob’s room and locked the door, and I noticed the lights were off and it was dark in there. There was the moonlight coming from the window, and I saw Jacob in his bed. I took off my clothes down to my undies and went to his bed and found out he was naked!

“Well…?” he asked me.
“I’ll spend the night here.” I said.
“Thanks bud!” he said hugging me as hard as he could.
“Now, where were we?” I said as I started rubbing his dick from under the covers.

We started making out while I rubbed his dick and he hugged me hard and kissed me passionately. We spent a few minutes kissing. After a while, I went lower to his nipples and sucked on them while heard him moan. I couldn’t resist anymore and started sucking his dick under the covers and he was rubbing my hair with both his hands.
He moaned louder as I sucked his dick harder and faster. I felt my heart about to explode with pleasure as I swallowed his cum. It didn’t take long for him to shoot 2 to 3 loads of cum into my mouth. I took off my underwear and I got on top of Jacob and kissed him again while he turned around on his chest. I felt my dick touching his ass and I hugged him as hard as I could while I slowly enter his ass.
At first, he felt pain and asked me to go slowly, but as I got deeper, his screams became moans of pleasure, and he started telling me to go harder and faster. I kept my arms around his chest and continued fucking him harder and harder until I reached my limit and came in his ass. He moaned as I pushed my dick as deep into his ass as I could and shot 4 loads of cum inside of him.

After cumming in his ass, I laid on my back next to him and he rested an arm around me, still on his chest.

“Thank you Brian.” he whispered to me, “That was great.”
“No problem cousin. It was fun.” I whispered back at him.
“Yeah, well… We should be more careful if we’re gonna do this again… My mom will kill me if she finds out.”
“So will my parents… Well, I won’t tell if you don’t either.”
“Deal.” he whispered with a kiss on my cheek.

We closed our eyes, and he remained with his arm around me. After a few minutes, I looked at Jacob and saw that he was asleep. I just stayed there, looking at him, and wondering how would Mom and Dad react if they knew that I loved boys… That I loved this boy…

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